WE WON! WE WON!

Woohoo! today was the big day,,,, all our training which was mix of Olympic + Army Training was suppose to deliver the product today… and we did! I am talking about my netball competition.. It was amazing! superb! all our hard work and effort put in our training paid off! ohhh i mean to we made it into the semis la, which is tomorrow… tired ya, but i gave my heart out and did my best.. this is a team work, so the whole team did fantastic.. First team, we beat them 29 -1, and the second team, who happen to be the defending champs, we beat them 17-8.. Amazing.. When we walked into the court for our second game which was against the defending champs, all of us was nervous.. our coach advised us to just relax and play a simple game.. we did, and we won, easily i dare say.. they underestimated us, assuming we were weak and just the under dogs.. but ppl, not anymore.. we fought hard.. the best was the crowd… we hardly have any supporters for netball game, but this year, there so many many of them! and supporters play a vital role too.. they screams and shouts and chants helps put in fear in our opponent and bringing us the spirit to win.. Fuyoh! dialogue…

 

But we lost yet another player again,,, she was our main shooter and some1 who has poor sportsmanship (she hit me with the ball during the game) tripped her and she landed pretty bad.. she twisted her knee.. so looks like she wont be playing for the semis or finals..damn… so she n sook quan will sit by the side to watch the game.. damn.. she hurt herself during the second game,, and i had to basically do it myself

i would like to thank all my team members, and the coach and the crowd.. thank u so much..

Sunday!

Well, I had plans…

• Wanted to sleep till late,,, the late i got was at 10.30am… not late enough i guess.. i actually woke up at 7 and forced myself to sleep back.. y cant i sleep longer,,,,,,,,
• I was suppose to visit my grandma, which i did not.. instead, i argued with my bro.. couldn’t be bothered.. its not my fault..
• Then netball, i went for it.. late this time.. wasn’t too keen coz tmr is our competition.. who in the right mind have training one day before a competition? don’t they care about injury? well, injury was expected.. one of our main ppl who is in the defense side, sprained her foot.. she cant walk now, let alone run n defend tmr… she bought new Adidas shoes and tried them on for the first time today.. news shoes are generally not comfortable.. so she went tripping n now, she definitely cant play.. should have seen the look on our captains face.. not to be mean, she is also my fren and the only reason i am still in this netball thing.. the defender i meant, not the captain.. we studied together.. so i am sad for her, really.. last year too she gt injured.. pity her la… Sook Quan, get well soon ya! and ya, i injured myself too.. my thumb now.. gonna put some deep heat on it before i sleep.. hopefully it gets better by morning..

Good nite!

My Weekend – Past, Present & Future

PAST (24/08/07)

I had an interview in the morning, trying to change jobs.. at least department.. not many ppl know about it.. news spread fast in the office.. so its hush hush.. interview went on fine, hope i get the job.. although it will be a pay cut, but i don’t really mind coz if i get my degree they will increase it.. hopefully by next February… pls god i beg, help me get thru my exams in December pls..

Advantages of new job:

 

• I get a permanent status, as in i can get promoted (Current job no, until i get a degree)..
• Its something i have interest in..

Disadvantages of new job:

 

• No OT hrs claims or OT expenses..
• Pay cut..

Since my senior had no idea i was going for the interview, so it was pretty difficult trying to get even half day leave. i had to replace it by working OT.. Damn! She canceled my whole day leave.. had plans for the afternoon, but that also couldn’t do.. Evening had netball training, and coach wasn’t too happy with me because i din turn up for the training on Thursday.. was dead tired so i skipped.. but training went on fine, thanks to the rain, i was nt too tired… we even got out cute little outfit!

I had great plans for Friday nite with my bf,, but tat too got canceled!! Because my dad had canled his flight to Medan! Damn! A day full of cancelation.. sad day, i had to submit my file to my senior b4 midnight, which i didn’t.. so i cancel my plan to send to my work.. HAH!

 

PRESENT (25/08/07)

Well, i had to replace tat half i took yesterday and therefore i worked today, for free.. no claims could be made for travelling or wat today.. and today my bf was suppose to leave for his hometown at 2.15pm by bus.. i was suppose to send him there.. and we did leave by 1pm but the freaking bus was so bad today that he missed his bus! damn! so we rushed to Pudu station and there he got another ticket, bus leaves at 6.30pm.. so we had lunch together and got wet in rain together and then time just flew, and it was time for him to leave after dropping him off, i drove home… and now i sit in front of the idiot box, watching a tamil movie 7G Rainbow Colony (?!) with subtitles of course.. and will start playig SIms 2 shortly..

 

FUTURE (26/08/07)

Sleeping till late definitely! then mite visit my grandma.. and have the final netball training in the evening before our Olympic competition on Monday.. and towards the evening mite jus go out wit my childhood fren for a drink at the mamak stall..haha

P/s: i am freaking hungry now…

Gwen.Fm

Well, Gwen Stefani was in Malaysia and had her concert last night. Heard it was great.

 

Hmmm in conjunction with her concert, hitz.fm decided to rename themselves for a day to Gwen.Fm. and they even had a website for her! it www.gwen.fm which redirects to www.hitz.fm! AND they dedicated a whole day for Gwen’s songs only! WOW! so much of love! (claps)

but hey, be realistic la.. wat u ppl up to? i lost count to how many times i heard ‘Hollerback Gal’ and all of her other songs including from her No Doubt days… I felt like i had an overdose of Gwen Stefani for the day.. We had so many other ppl coming to Malaysia to perform, but we neva had such dedication! We din have a whole day of Incubus songs.. Y so much of attention?

Maybe because her husband’s stepmother is a Malaysian..

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Why is it when someone does something great, they happen to have some connection with Malaysia?

 

• When Vijay Singh became the top golfer, it was discovered that he actually tried to apply for PR here but was rejected.. Waaaaaaaaaats the connection with him being world number 1?!
• Then, Jimmy Choo.. Until the tragic death of Princess Diana (May she rest in peace), nobody knew of his existence or let alone his nationality.. Then suddenly, he is the next icon.
• And now, its Gwen.. Thanks to her stepmother in law.. Great eh?

Instead of taking the glory of ppl who have achieved something, lets give a helping hand to those who have the potential and need it most..

Fabulous Flyer

After work as I was walking to my car, i noticed a red flyer on my wind screen.. its nothing new, as everyday i have to throw at least 2 flyers away.. however, this flyer caught my eye…

 

Fantastic ain’t it? PORN Saloon!! Wat a catchy name for a shop… it was a real shocker but the best part, see the service they offer… hair wash and free foot massage? wow… so now they work at both ends is it? A bit unusual for a saloon isn’t it? i wonder if there is other services provided after all it’s named porn!

I was wondering wat on earth made the person named his shop tat?! then i looked at the bottom of the flyer, there it was! the reason for such naming! The owner name is Porn! My god… I mean if he was my fren, how was i gonna introduce him to people.. “Hie, meet my fren, Mr Porn”.. ppl won’t take me seriously.. bet he was badly teased in his school… however, if it was a Thai name, then its ok.. hmm a good advertising gimmick..

Look at the logo man,,, doesn’t it reminds you of something?

To me, it resembles a dick and 2 balls…

So how am I to think that this porn saloon is actually a hair saloon? they provides a free foot massage with every hair washed… not bad, but how am i to believe it? hmm must go there to find out…

Porn Saloon. God bless.

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i actually googled the name Porn Saloon and guess wat? this shop has been around for some time. The flyer i got was actually announcing the opening of another branch.. The shop must be doing really well.. Catchy name, good business and it leads to success.. Kudos To Mr Porn!

 

Forgot.Failed.F7cked.

That summarizes my Monday.

Firstly, i forgot to bring my shoes for my netball training. Meaning i had to go home and get them.. total waste of petrol. How can i be so so forgetful?! i mean, without shoes how to play netball… on a tar road some more! so went home to get it and arrived late for training,, lucky i was not the only one late.. all apparently got stuck in the jam.. in a way lucky.. so i trained like normal, although less effort put in because coach was not around.. haha..

Then i got my examination result, and i failed all my papers. all 3 of them. fantastic ain’t it? meaning, i just added another 6 months to my finishing of education.. although i have a job, but i wont be promoted until i finish.. so i am basically working like a slave, as hard as any1 else with a degree in the firm, but i get less paid and no promotion for me.. great ain’t it? time to change.

Then i got f7cked. I was suppose to work at home during the weekend, but i din coz i was just plain lazy and i wanted to just be with myself.. so today my colleague informed me the partner will be coming in this Thursday and the seniors wants all the updates by tomorrow.. And its impossible, not only for me, but for every member on the team (Team of Auditors). So we are basically dead meat and its actually not our fault as the client have difficulty finalizing the figure (Wonder why,,, hmm) So i just don’t know wats gonna happen..

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But it wasn’t all that bad.. my bf picked me after netball today and we were thinkin wat to have for dinner.. so we decided to eat Ramly’s Burger, and we said we go to Sentul. My beloved cousin lives in Sentul.. I affectionately call her Simon Sepet.. haha.. anyway so my bf came up with a plan, that we play a prank on her.. So i send her a msg:

Me: R U free now?

She: Y?

Me: I need to meet u.Urgent.

And she calls,,,

She: (panic voice) Why?What happened?

Me: (Crying Voice) I cant jus meet u is it? I need a reason now.. I need u..

She: Why are u crying? Wat happened?

Me: I am on my way now to ur place. Will tell u went i meet u.

She: ok ok..

And hangs up… Me and my bf was laughing our heads off.. coz we actually planned to kidnap her and take her go makan. Normally when i call her out to eat burger, she takes her own sweet time to come and meet me and by the time she arrives, my burger would be digesting in my stomach. So the plan was to get her down fast. So when we came to her flat, i send her a msg asking her to come down and i am waiting at the usual spot. Then, i and my bf was thinking how top break to her the news tat we were just joking and came to take her out for Ramly’s Burger…. and he came out with a brilliant idea.. I had a crying face on, while we a pissed off face and we waited for her arrival..

She comes and sits in the car..

She: Why now? wat happened?

Me: Tsk Tsk..

She: Tell me la wat happen.. why u crying? (Looks at my bf) What happened?

He: I….. U ask her la.. (and looks away)

She: Can some1 tel me wats going on or not? We better solve this problem..

Me: (Crying voice) ok.. fine.. now we settle this here.. Simon,, now you tell me,, WHY DID YOU DANCE ON THE DANCE FLOOR?

Me and my bf burst out laughing, and much to the blurness of Simon who just kept looking at us.. Then when she realised wat we had done, my bf had few blows of her tiny skinny hand punches on his back and i had a few on my thigh… We were laughing like crazy.. should have seen her face.. She was obviously pissed but she is the type who can handle a joke.. she got annoyed that we got her really worried.. haha.. poor gal, din have her shower at all since she came back from work coz worried that i was on my way and will call her down…

So we told her that we r kidnapping her, but she actually had other plans.. She was to take the Australian Relative to a nearby mamak to eat.. So we said ask her to come along… So she went up to call her and get her wallet, but guess wat? her mum and bro joined us as well! So all six of us, dunno where or wat to eat and had to park the car at the road side to decide and my bf came up with great idea.. There’s this indian restaurant in Jln Ipoh, Uma Rani, where they served good food.. so 6 of us went there… Had great time talking and eating and joking… then around 10.30pm, we dropped them home, and i headed home as well…

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So my day was not that bad, as it had some good in it, but my results and work load,,,,,, mite give me a sleepless nite tonite.. anyway, champions will always rise when they fall, so i will buckle up and focus on my studies and attempt at it.. I know i can do it if i put my mind into it! So good luck to me.. haha.. i am still thinking how to break the news to my dad…. hmmmm

My Saturday 18/08/07

I had few things i needed to do on Saturday, but it got postponed because i was too tired. Netball training in the morning was too, way too tiring. So i got home, had a nice shower and slept off until evening.. was not a great sleep, coz i was dreaming of how my coach was instructing me the tactics of throwing the balls right, and a few times my hands moved up as though i was passing the ball! Damn stupid.. shows how stressful this game is.. Cant wait for the end of the month when the competition is on..

 

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Anyway, I went out clubbing.. It not a normal thing for me as this my second time this year.. I don’t like clubbing.. I was basically forced, hmmm thats harsh, i mean my cousin ‘requested’ my presence at this under dressed, lung and liver disease filled place.. It was big group, a whole bunch of us cousins.. A distant relative from Australia wanted to go clubbing.. The initial plan was we just go out for the nite as my cousin and i was not keen on clubbing, have a fantastic gals nite out.. BUT everything was nothing like planned. We ended up going to the nite club, and there was 5 gals, 2 ladies(mothers), 1 man and 5 boys and that does not include the next table which was conquered by my cousin’s bf and frens.

 

I arrived almost 2 am and the club closes around 3.15 am.. I wasn’t really keen.. I left home about 12.20 am, my bf picked me up.. Poor guy, din sleep well for 2 nites and here i am forcing him to take me there.. and to make matters worse, we both broke! we went hunting for atms that would function past midnight and had trouble.. none available.. super frustrating.. so we still went.. Everyone had a tequila shot, except for me.. not because i din have the cash, i just don’t drink.. although they were all insisting, i just didn’t.. i was more interested in eating anyway.. Then i danced a little.. had fun.. but as usual, when ppl are drunk, disaster strucks.

 

The Australian Relative, who is about 24/25 got suddenly emotional.. She had way too many drinks, shots after shots and then there was the vodka on the table too.. After the last song, she came shouting at my cousin saying “WHY DID U DANCE ON THE DANCE FLOOR?! YOU KNOW THERE WAS A FIGHT THERE!” huh?! wat the fuck?! was there a sign board my cousin missed that said she cant dance there?! WAIT! wat fight? i was there too, and there was nothing at all.. She made a scene in the club and started crying, then out on the street, she started to argue with her bf who was in Australia, LOUDLY much to the embarrassment of the ppl with her.. After that she just stomps off! They had to run after her and she went on scolding my cousin for dancing on the dance floor! That her issue! i mean y not? wats wrong if she did? The Australian did too! Lucky i was not there to witness all this, as after the last song, i met up with a fren, Pam. It was my second time meeting her after knowing her for almost 3-4 yrs?! ya, weird. So when i was talking to her, I actually saw the group i was with leaving the table.. Didn’t know that drama happened.. Later my cousin told me, as my bf who was just there was not sure wat happened.. hmmm thought after clubbing can go makan, but then this ppl left for home straight.. left just me and my bf.. He then met his fren who suggested we go Pelita in Jln Ampang and we were suppose to meet there.. but guess wat? they din turn up. So it was just me and my bf with our Roti Canai Garing and milo ais then he dropped me home.. that was about 4.30am.. I know, its early.. wat to do…

 

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The things i saw yesterday from clubbing:

 

• One our way to Pelita, a guy knock into another car (I Think), and next thing you know, there was fist fight. The guy was running and he was chasing and ppl just stood watching while they fought. IT stopped, and the crowd dispersed, when everyone saw flashing blue lights. Then cars started moving and traffic was flowing again, and the Fighting Triads also disappeared. There was one guy however explaining to the cops wat happened. Ppl, if you don’t wanna help, don’t stop and look. Its not a movie shooting or some free show going on. Don’t you have homes to go back to? And ya, i parked and then while walking to Pelita saw the show.. was freaky..
• On my way back home, i saw another accident. Saw a crushed helmet on the road and a whole bunch of ‘Mat Rempits’ were there around tat area. Din stick around to find out though, but the sight of the helmet was freaky enough along with 20-30 motorcyclists… i rather avoid.
• My beloved cousin sis saw ( her eyes are my eyes too ) a man being bashed in the head with a mug and he was bleeding. This happened in the club near the dance floor. And it happened way before i arrived, and so that relative in a drunken state hallucinated and saw it happening again and that could be the reason of her outburst.Maybe.
• There was this curly hair girl dancing as though she took a pill. She looked so high and she was dirty dancing and shaking everything that god has given her. Amusing.
• Ppl cant keep their hands to themselves as they have to touch another female.
• Ppl when drunk, loses all their senses and can be very irritating and annoying.

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HAVE I CHANGED A LOT?

Yesterday, thats all i heard. “You have changed a lot”. what has changed about me? that i was at a night club? I am 23 yrs old, ppl 3/4 of my age have experienced much much more than i have.. I am still taking baby steps, and i am enjoying myself. Were they talking about my weight gain? Yes, i look heavier now.. Rounder.. But i am happy i don’t feel fat. I feel that i haven’t changed that much. So wat are you ppl referring to?

I still feel like the gal next door…

Ratatouille

Ratings : 8 out of 10

I had the privilege to have the premier tickets to watch RATATOUILLE which will only be playing in cinemas on the 16th of August.. Well, the story basically about rat whop knows how to cook and who can cook!

Remy, is a rat who dreams of becoming a chef as he is inspired by on the greatest cook in whole of Paris, Mr Gusteau. He learns to cook by watching Gusteau’s tv show and from a cook book by Gusteau ‘Anyone can cook’ ( Yes, this rat is amazing… he reads… I wonder all the rats i see in Damansara Uptown which are as big as cats have this ability to cook and read… For all i know, they could be chef too! the secret of the rats is revealed!… ok back to the original story) Anyway, despite his father’s advice not be to be in close contact with humans, he risked it all and one fine day gets caught by the house owner and as she tries to kill Remy, her house ceiling falls and a whole colony of rats is discovered! So rats runs for their life and exercises their emergency evacuation plan but poor Remy got left behind as he wanted to take the cook book along with him. Thus, he is separated from his family of rats ( Thousands of them! he actually has one father and a really fat rat brother)…..

So he then sails and comes to a halt at at an unknown location. From exhaustion, he halucinates of Mr Gusteau, who at this time died because when he was the best chef he received a 5 star rating and a critic named Ego criticised his cooking and he downgrades by a star and he got so depressed that he died, and fell back another star (so his at one time famous restaurant is now a 3 star restaurant). SO Remy upon taking advice from Mr Gusteau, explores his surrounding and discovers, that he is Paris! ( before this he was in some small hut in the rural area) and right at Mr Gusteau’s restaurant! As he searches for food, he decided to steal but Mr Gusteau told him not too as he is a chef and should cook his own and so Remy inspired by that goes into the kitchen area… There he meets a boy (Yes, the one from the trailer) who gets hired as a garbage boy.. but he is so clumsy that he spills the soup and as he tries to cover up, he makes a whole mess of the soup.. This angers Remy, and then he comes to the rescue! he fixes the soup and is caught by Linguini (the skinny fellow who ruined the soup).. Then comes the scene that we are all very familiar with, the trailer where he talks to the rat and he apparently understands.

So then starts a journey of the rat and the boy of becoming the greatest chef of all time.. they form a code for them to communicate (by the rat sitting on his head and pulls his hair to coordinate him,,, done after much practice of course!) and it works and he makes great dishes.. This angers the Main Chef, Skinner who was plotting to take over the business.. Then SKinner discovers that Linguini is the actual heir to the business but Linguini did not know about it as he was not aware he was Mr Gusteau’s son! Skinner discovers this when Linguini wanted to b e employed in the restaurant, his mum wrote a letter to Skinner stated that he is the son, but does not know it.. Skinner is worried, in the will it states that if no heir comes to claim the business within a 2 yrs period from date of death then it will all go to Skinner.. and its only days away! But we have a very intelligent rat! he will discover the will and the letter from Linguini’s mum and pass it to Linguini (after having a race with Skinner).. and SAVES THE DAY!! Linguini takes control and as ego got into his head, he forgets to mention that it was the rat who was helping him out and he took all the credit.. oh ya, he calls the rat ‘Little Chef’

Somewhere in between, Remy the rat met his brother and thus his whole family.. So one days Linguini shouts at Remy and this angers him, so after closing time, he brings his whole colony of rats to rob the whole place of their food… Linguini felt bad for shouting at Remy that he begins a man hunt for Remy.. and while robbing the place, Linguini comes in and talks to Remy apologising but then he discovers what Remy was doing and was deeply upset with him.. The following day, the critic who made Gusteau basically die was coming to do a review and with Linguini inability to cook and everyone in the kitchen looking up to him, he was very pressured. As they were running out of time, Remy wanted to rescue Linguini but alas! he was caught by Skinner who had suspected that the rat was doing all the cooking and not Linguini. So he captures him in a cage (Remy gets caught trying to save his brother from getting trapped) and puts him in his car bonnet and goes to the restaurant to watch it topple by the critics review.

Remy, who has given up hope, was so demotivated. Mr Gusteau appears to him again, and he is inspired that his destiny was to be a chef after all. While trying to figure out of to escape, his father comes to the rescue. His father orders the rats to push a very heavy statue onto the booth to dent it slightly so that they cant slip to that gapping hole and rescue Remy and they did! As he escapes, he heads straight for the restaurant. Meanwhile as Linguini panics, Remy arrives to saves the day. Linguini then confesses his dirty little secret to the rest of the kitchen crew who in response did not take it well and quit their jobs on the spot, even Linguini’s sweetheart. The news did not settle well, and no crews was left.. Totally devastated to be left alone and knows the disaster of the restaurant, he retreats to his office and sits there.. But Remy did not give up hope.. as he tries to figure out, suddenly help arrives! In the form of rats!Thousands of them! his dad and the colony has come to the rescue and then all the rats actually following Remy’s orders began to cook! His father has finally accepted his sons dream of becoming a chef (tsk tsk..)

Meanwhile, Linguini’s sweetheart is seen weaping as she rides her bike (Motorbike that looks like TZM) and then she saw the book Mr Gusteau wrote, ‘Anyone can cook’ and she understood the meaning. So she heads back to the restaurant to help Linguini only to discover that her job was being taken over by other rats!but she is somehow given a meal to prepare while Linguini goes and waits tables.. As the critic waits for his food, Remy decided to cook him a very normal and common French dish, the Ratatouille (Its not rat in French, its a food name). Everyone is shocked as they were wondering how will that impressed the food critic, but as they were running out of time, Remy made the dish and as the critic took his first bite, there was a flash back for the critic to his childhood when he used to be sad, how his mum would cook him a Ratatouille.. the taste reminded him of his mum’s cooking! He was very impressed and he wanted to meet the chef, but was told by Linguini and his sweetheart that if he wanted to meet the chef, he had to wait till every customer has left and so wait he did. Then Linguini told him the truth and the whole story and the actual chef.. This shocked the critic but he kept quiet..

They were expecting the worse review but to their surprise, it was the best thing ever the critic had tasted. So ratings for the restaurant was up again but it had to be shut down due to hazard reasons because rats was cooking.. hmm how did the word got out? Well, Skinner after being fired knew the rat was behind all the cooking and had called the health inspector and it so happen that the inspector came when the rats were doing the cooking. They kidnapped the inspector and had to eventually let him go and thus the secret was out. Skinner too caught the rats cooking and was tied up along with the health inspector and later released.

So the critic got fired but its not over. He started a small business and is managed by Linguini and his sweetheart and guess who the chef? yes, its Remy and the restaurant’s name was Ratatouille The end.. Oh did i mention this is a spoiler?! Opps!

In the movie, the rat communicated with his fellow rats in English but to the human ears its just the sound that rats make.. Overall, good movie, from the graphics to the storyline.. Superb.. i wouldn’t mind watching it again, if some1 buys the ticket

Exhausted!

Trust me its not from work… I had netball practice after work and it was really really exhausting! i mean we have a coach to train us and stuff.. our competition is just 2 weeks away.. i representing my company..

My whole issue is this, i had bugged the captain to start training early as in since February.. many of players are not young and our stamina is pretty bad ( that includes myself,, i mite be 23 but i have a stamina n a body of a 40 year old) but it fell on deaf ears.. so training ’started’ in June, which most of the time got canceled coz of the rain. So we basically started serious training somewhere in the middle of July and attendance was ’superb’.. i only saw the same 5 faces and it began to annoy me.. then i got questioned about the team spirit which i lacked! HELLO! i attend every training ok! and i am always on time! its you people who are not there!
Then selection day came and i got selected.. (probably because there was not any1 else she could select) and now she starts the training as though its for military! i mean can u install Windows XP on a pc that was made in year 1996? Answer is NO. U have to do a lot of changes and u got to overhaul everything but u have to do it step by step and slowly.. Same thing here.. you cant just suddenly push us like tat for training! u need some time to build us up.. Like if u insist on installing the windows XP, the pc will crash… so will our body ( mine at least!).. just wish she can see tat.. i am not as active or fast as i was last year, due to lack of training.. but don’t push me so hard.. i just feel like quitting so badly.. my body is aching so badly, i dont know how i am gonna drive to work..

I know winning is very important, but when i was buggin to have the training early, nobody listened.. i know it was peak time and every1 busy but 2 hrs a week on a Saturday morning?whats wrong with that? so now we suffer.. whole of next week everyday we gonna have training.. ending on competition day, i drop dead..

So Good luck ppl!

Renovate my room

hmmm i so so wish that it was possible.. my tiny room look so clustered n boring.. my drapes matches the colour of my wall paint which is apple green and my wardrobe which is from one end to another, matches the colour of my bed, which is brown.. When i say one end to another, it certainly doesn’t mean tat its big or i have plenty of things.. half of my wardrobe is occupied by my dads stuff and its so hard just to get a shelf to put my books! Not that the house has limited space or something…

When i look at my wardrobe, its just plain boring! since i have gained a few kilos, some of the clothes i cant fit in but i’m so emotionally attached to it to let it go..silly eh? but cant help it.. i know i wont be able to go back to that size again but i guess i am just keeping for memories sake (Wat memory?! that i was one time thinner?! ).. hmmm… and now when i go shopping, i only buy working clothes coz its pointless for me to buy any other clothes as i wont have the time or occasion to wear it as i work most of the time and do not have a social life.. haiii.. and i dont even have a proper hanging system.. its all the same height, so sometimes the dresses get crumpled at the bottom coz there is not enough room for it to flow.. only thing i do is, to hang them with similar colours so that its easy for me to locate a blouse that i want.. oh ya, i have a dressing table that is attached to the wardrobe, however the lighting is pretty bad for the mirror that it cast a shadow on my face when i look into the mirror.. so applying make up can be difficult coz i am not sure if its enough or too much…

And as for my room in general, small space to walk.. and i have a lot of things on the floor.. bags, papers, dirty clothes, etc. etc. etc. not that i like it tat way, just that i dont have a proper place to keep it.. im given limited place in my room and some of my stuff are stored in a box underneath my bed! What i have in my room is a wardrobe which, i have to share it with some of my dads stuff, a bed, a study table with wheels and a tall 5 tier cupboard that is pretty small.. thats it… i dont even have a chair… if i where to have one, i will have an even smaller space to move about.. (since my study table has wheels, my bed is converted into a chair if i wanna study or do some work).. no tv or radio in my room either..

So i need to renovate my room, and also my wardrobe.. help me please!