My week in a flash – 28/09/2007

 

1. I wanted this week to be my final week of work since i resigned one month ago. Well, key word, wanted. I took MC on Friday. My last day was supposed to be on the 2nd of Oct but who wanna see that thru? i still got my clearance to do or else my pay will be held up. Damn it.. i need cash badly.. I also signed up for my company’s Sports Club annual trip, an adventure with a mix of Amazing Race + Fear Factor, and it s to Cherating! i haven’t been there before.. Hope to have fun!
2. Beginning of the week, we here that the cops now have turn their attention onto Nurin’s parents instead of looking for the killers. Come on, give them a break!They just lost their child to a beast! I thought we were compassionate ppl (although when her parents was interviewed, they claim that their kids always go out in pairs and never alone, why is this new info only now being shared with ppl after all the accusation? is it a cover up? Not to be mean, Just being practical) ..Anyway, Sick Cops.. Then next we read about the cops are asking FBI for help and the tape has been sent to USA.. Wow,, I thought our cops were very creditable? Known to solve case fast?! Joke eh? They couldn’t beat some one up and make him confess to the crime?! but then again, by the end of the week, they have arrested 5 suspects.. Cepat, Cekap Dan Mesra.
3. Myanmar is unrest. So many ppl dying. Dad saw the march of the Myanmar ppl in Malaysia in front of the Myanmar Embassy to send their memorandum of protest. Many are worried of their families back there. Such a pity. They even kidnapped the monks in the middle of the nite so that they wil stop the protest against the government, as it was lead by them. Some are dead too, including a Japanese photographer, Kenji, an innocent man just doing his job.. What is the world coming to?
4. Talking about protest, Malaysian lawyers too had a ‘Walk Of Justice’ to Putrajaya and handed their memorandum. This is due to the recent video clip released by Anwar Ibrahim regarding bribing of judges and promotions. Great, thats our judiciary system?!
5. And,its dads last week here in Malaysia. He leaves the country for good, soon. YES!!
6. Friday, September 28th, was my bf’s birthday.. He is 24 now. I spent my time with him in the evening (suppose to go for class but did not, again..), He was craving for Bak-Kut-Teh for some time now, so we had some!! Oh ya, i gave him a watch.. Hope he likes it.. Happy Birthday Baby! Muakz!

A bit boring week, slow i would say.. other times its just work.. thats it… Oh ya, the IRB came for a surprise visit to my clients place for investigation.. a total of 9 of them came.. only 2 was involved in the discussion and questioning and the rest just sat and talked all the way.. talk nonsense.. and they came all the way from Malacca.. Great.. Seeking money to send the second astronaut to space? good use of taxpayers money..

 

-The End-

I Pronounce You Chuck & Larry

Ratings : 6 out of 10

Cast:

Adam Sandler = Chuck Levine

Kevin James = Larry Valentine

Jessica Biel = Alex McDonough

 

Story:

Chuck and Larry are fire fighters in New York. Chuck is single and is Mr February and has a string of really hot ladies with him where else, Larry is an overweight, widower who cant get over his wife and has 2 children (a boy and a girl) to care for. They are good friends and play basketball together during breaks.

One day, Larry saved Chuck life after he had a nasty fall of the ladder of a burnt building as the floor gave way. Chuck was goofing around with Larry, daring him to eat a burnt rat when the incident happen. Basically Larry cushioned Chucks fall (Haha!).. They were both rushed to the hospital. As Chuck tries his luck with the female doctor attending them which he calls ‘Doctor Honey’ who completely ignores him, Larry’s kids come for a visit and his daughter ended up crying as it as the same hospital that their mother died. About his kids, his son is somewhat a ’softie’ who is passionate about art and dancing and wears tight clothes (more like a girls top) while his daughter is more on the rough side and enjoys watching baseball matches. So Chuck says that he owes Larry one for saving his life and he could ask him for anything. As they leave the hospital, Chuck is attended by 5 Korean/ Japanese ladies, 2 of them i think are twins, and they follow Chuck home. Larry heads home too.

Larry is having some pension problem that he should have dealt with it when his wife passed away but as the time lapsed, the case closed and he is unable to transfer the beneficiary to his kids. He discovers that the only way he can do it is by remarrying (the clerk tries her luck with him too, saying she is single and stuff but it din work).. He then comes up with the idea of domestic partnership, and who else would he trust more other than his friend Chuck! So at 4 am, he goes over to Chuck’s house to discuss this with him (In Chuck’s house were the 5 Korean/ Japanese females and the doctor who as playing hard to get!). At first Chuck was reluctant, but then he finally agrees as they assume no one will find out about it. How wrong they were…….

They got registered and married.. (Chuck, not wanting to ruin his reputation as Mr February puts on a disguise).. Chuck changes his mailing address to Larry’s house and his playboy magazines and a ‘life size human doll’ was also mailed there (Larry’s daughter asked what it was, and was it a new doll for her, and the panicked dad said no! Its for him to practise his CPR on.. HAHA!).. But then they had a visit from the official to ensure this was not a scam on governments money. Despite declaring they have a lot of sex, the official was not convinced. So they decided to consult a lawyer, Alex McDonough (sexy Jessica Biel walks into the room).. Chuck was like as though he was struck by lightning and it as love at first for him but however, he had to be gay.. Jessica Biel informs them that if this was a scam, they could go to jail for a couple of years and if she knew about it and did not report it, she goes in as well.. Chuck and Larry insisted that they were very much in luv but they were in formed that they need lots of proofs like photographs and by legitimize their relationship by getting married. So they go off to Niagara Falls in Canada and got married there at a chapel conducted by an Asian Minister (played by Rob Schneider) [As we all know, Adam Sandler And Rob Schneider appears in each other's movies as guest] who went on and on about the significant of the ring and why is it circle (Coz there is no edges and never ending).. He then announces them “Husband and Husband” and he may kiss him, to which Chuck responded by giving a hard slap across Larry’s face.. They even have a witness (some beggar they picked up who was not mentally stable and has a lot of hatred but apparently a good dancer).. Once they get back to America, Chuck moves in with Larry and his unsuspecting children.

However, the specialist in investigating whether ppl form domestic partnership to gain personal advantage comes over for a visit and goes thru their trash, which he claims was not gay-ish enough. It was Clinton Fitzer (played by Steve Buscemi). So off for shoping they go to buy more ‘gay’ stuff (one of it was KY Jelly) and Chuck bumps into Alex, who then invites him and Larry to a costume party that night for gays. Larry goes dressing as an big giant apple while Chuck is a vampire. (There is cameo by David Spade dressed as a playboy bunny and him dancing away.. Chuck mistook him for Alex first from behind because of his slander legs.. HAHA) Alex is dressed as Catwoman and they meet her Hyper active Gay brother Mr. Butterfly.. He goes to the dance floor and does his stuff to his song and Chuck and Larry was made the attention of the circle to do their grooves but to cover up, they end up hugging each other romantically and the DJ changes the music, much to their relieve. Once the party was over, outside of the hall was protesters against gays and they were being quite hurtful(a scene was shown where a transsexual was crying at the remarks made and Chuck felt sorry).. As Chuck was walking away, one of them called him a faggot and he gives him a punch in his face, which lands Chuck on the front page covers.

Chuck and Larry was called in by their chief in the next morning to inform them that he knows of their scam and was not participating in it. He then had to separate both Chuck and Larry from the same shift because the other fire fighters felt uneasy with them and had sign a petition. Chuck goes home. Larry points out all the deeds Chuck had done for all of them and some do felt ab it shame for what they did. (Before this, their basketball buddies refused to play basketball with Chuck because he was a gay and they were afraid of him as he might grope them.. very hurting.. however as Chuck played by himself, one fierce looking fire fighter who had stories of him being a murderer circularised among them comes up and hugs Chuck, because he is gay too..). Larry also had a hard time at his sons Career Day because kids was asking him more about being a homosexual than his job as a fire fighter. A parent subsequently removed Larry as the kids coach of the baseball team and also a camp. This angers Larry and a few blows were given.

In the mean time, Chuck spend a lot of girly time with Alex.. Shopping, making friendship bracelets, massaging her feet and feeling her breast to ensure they were not fake! As they grew closer, one day, while Chuck was giving some love advice to Alex they end up passionately kissing. Alex backs out and apologizes for kissing a gay married man who happens to be her client. Chuck claims he’s never felt this way about a woman before, but Alex tells him to leave.

Chuck and Larry get into an argument while rescuing a man who was stuck on the chimney. Chuck tells Larry that because of the partnership, he can’t get close to Alex and the whole situation would never have happened if Larry had put his dead wife behind him and found a nice woman to marry (Cute scene as they looked like a married couple arguing..). Back home, Chuck, who have been teaching and encouraging Larry son’s to audition in a musical in his school to do the tap dance, encourages him to show his talent off to his dad and his performance makes Larry proud. Larry throws out his wife’s clothing and apologizes to Chuck for everything. They then hugged. (They have been sleeping in the same bed since moving in)…

Meanwhile, tabloids pick up on Chuck and Larry’s case (A centre page of 16 woman claiming to have slept with Chuck and it caused a much confusion with Alex, to which Larry responded that he knew of Chuck’s past and at that time Chuck was in denial of his sexual orient and was sleeping with many woman and he supported Chuck.. Alex was touched) and then, their court case becomes a media spectacle. They held each others hand as they walk into the courthouse. Inside the courthouse, Chuck and Larry meets the other firefighters who apologize and vow to stand with Chuck and Larry (One of the fire fighter actually asked Chuck in private why did he choose Larry and not him, and Chuck gave him a rating of 10, to which he was mocked by the ppl in the courthouse). During the court case, Chuck and Larry are grilled with personal questions. After testimony by Larry’s children, the case looks to be firmly on Chuck and Larry’s side. In a last ditch attempt, Clinton asks the couple to kiss. This was further encouraged by Alex’s brother.As they were about to lock lips, they were interrupted by the fire fighting Chief who admits that they are lying and his part in it but tells the judges that their lie has helped everyone around them and hurt no one. Clinton convinces the judge that it doesn’t matter since they still broke the law. As they were about to be arrested, the chief, all the fire fighters, Alex’s brother ( who actually felt betrayed at first but later forgave them for lying) and few gay ppl stood up against the judge to say that if Chuck and Larry was to go to jail, the court needs to arrest them too..

Unfortunately, they are actually all thrown in jail. Councilman shows up and tells Chuck and Larry he’ll drop all charges under two conditions: the firefighters have to admit that what they did was illegal, and the council will dismiss it as a misdemeanor, and they all have to make a gay calendar because Chuck and Larry are still heroes to the gay community. The calendar was made and Chuck and Larry was Mr December. The calendar was also to help fund raising for AIDS campaign.

Later, the cupid struck the fierce fire fighter and Alex’s brother and they were married at the same chapel, with the presents of both their parents and a host of fire fighters. As Chuck still has feelings for Alex and he was unsure if she has forgiven him, he goes over to talk to her by showing that he still wears the friendship bracelet that they made.. and she had hers on too on her ankle and then they danced.. At the reception, Larry is seen talking to a woman too..

And the last scene was, Chuck and Alex dancing a romantic song on the dance floor with all other couples and Chuck and Larry’s best man was there too dancing and the camera zooms out and fades away…………….

-The End-

 

A bangla in the house..

Well, my bathroom was leaking so i complained to dad who later called the condominium management. So 2 days ago, the management fella came and have a look at the leak.. After saying few “Hmmm”s he said he will look into it. So he did. The contractor called, and he sent his worker, a Bangladeshi to do something about it.

Its not that i don’t like foreigners, i just cant trust them. I know they left everything behind and came here to seek fortune so that their families stomach back in homeland can be full. But some of them just don’t know how to behave and give a lot of social problems. I already have enough experiences.

So the bangla came, and painted the ceiling. Now my bathroom stinks although it has been few hours.. Cant they use Nippon Odourless? Argh! Anyway, I just hope he only brought paint and din install a spy camera in my bathroom! Scary.. I dowan videos of me showering on the net.. I am already worried about the ‘other’ video that might come out.. Beginning of the month, i did a stunt.. I changed my clothes in my car in a hotel parking lot to attend a function.. Silly me i know, but i was late and desperate.. If videos do appear, it will be a mistake i will regret……

Anyhow, my dad said he shut all the doors of my rooms so that the bangladeshi cant peer inside.. Well dad, he had to use the bathroom, which will require him to walk across the hall the moment he walks thru the front door.. He has seen what we have in the house dad and the layout.. smart move.. But that was unavoidable.. but at least there is a chance he doesn’t know i exist..

Looks like if he does come back, i will have to fend him off myself as you will be away from now on…

Men

Men come from the same photocopy machine because they all think and behave alike.

[Don't think its from a good copier (probably faulty from all the copying) because men, they are getting worse, the quality i mean..]

Raining…

Its pouring outside, perfect weather to describe my mood. Everything was goin on fine, I thought.

I was excited today but as night falls, my hopes are crushed. Just like my birthday expectations back in June.

Sometimes i really wonder, where had i gone wrong.. am i really that bad? Don’t i deserve things? Can’t I be happy too?  Am I that selfish?

I just wish i can swap places with mum rite now..

Alcohol

Alcohol makes a man brave and a woman loose..

(Heard it from the movie, Just Like Heaven)

Bad Week..

That summarises my entire 5 working days.. a pretty bad week..

 

• A gal was found stuffed in a bag on Monday, which we later got to know is Nurin Jazlin.
• I missed both my classes this week, meaning i have a lot of catching up to do.
• My work is not completed and i was required to submit the file by today.
• I have not slept well in days.
• Had migraine.
• I haven’t start on my clearance and i got one more week left.
• Jose Mourinho left Chelsea.. (oh wait, thats not bad news is it? i hated that man.. bla bla bla i am an Arsenal fan, none of concern what sore losers do.. haha.. oh my bf is a Chelsea Supporter.. haha BOO YAH!)
• I am not serious about losing my weight coz i have not been religiously exercising everyday.
• I am having cramps in my left thigh and my boob is aching, also on the left side.
• I got hell lot of ironing to do.
• A gal is coming to my bf with her sob sob story and is trying to get close to him despite she having a bf and knowing that i am his gf.. slut.
• A gal was abducted after 3 Parang wielding men broke into the home she lives with 3 other housemates, robbing them of their cash, jewellery, laptops and handphones. They also molested the gals before kidnapping one of them. This incident occurred on Wednesday in Wangsa Maju. It was reported in the news on tv3 at 1.30pm but not the 8 o’clock news. Newspapers din report about it either, however The Sun did. Might include the article soon.
• The gal that i totally dislike kept calling me this whole week and asking if i have this document la,, that document la… wish she would just disappear.. Trust me, no1 will miss her in office

Shit happens.

But I wasn’t an angel either for the week.. I must have taken crazy pills..

 

• My cousin bro needed to meet my dad, to pass some important documents. So on his way back home from his course, he dropped me a msg asking me if my dad was at home, to which i replied nastily.. He assumed that me and my dad had an arguement and went home and later in the evening dropped by to give the document. He came back the following evening again to settle some stuff with my dad but did not say hi to me despite knowing i was at home. So i msged him and later we met online:

Me: Wei, damn sombong ah, u cant say hie or even bye before leaving..

He: No la,, i din wanna be long.. though you and ur dad argued so dowan to be there long..

Me: Where got we argue? everything is fine here.. why you thinking like that?

He: The way you replied my msg yesterday.. If everything was fine, why u reply like that?

Me: Just. Simply. For the fun of it.

He: (long pause) Wei, if you in front me rite now ah, i will slap ur head so hard la.. because of you, i went home when i

was at the lrt d.. Real idiot la u!

(HAHA!! Anyway, what goes around, comes around.. The Karma’s Law.. Today I was on my way with my bf to my aunt’s place to meet him coz my bf wanted to borrow one of his IT books for his project, but he wasn’t at home but was in Klang so we headed home after that when we actually took a detour to meet him.. Cheh!)

 

• I poked my colleague with my mechanical pencil. No, i am not psychotic. He lost my pencil, and wasn’t gonna look for it.. I had that pencil since Secondary school, so it has some sentimental value in it and he couldn’t be bothered. So when i eventually did find it (it was in one of the files, hidden between the pages), i poked him with it. Should have heard the way he screamed “Aduh!“.. It was hilarious! haha.. if only i could record it… serves you right for not caring about my pencil.
• I hate air cons. It makes me feel so uneasy. I feel extremely cold and makes the skin dry. I am not the type that will carry a bottle of lotion everywhere i go and apply it every now and then to make skin healthy.. and i hate it the most, when my nose starts to get blocked.. So on Thursday, when i arrived at work, i discovered that the normal place i sit was occupied by my colleague. That spot where i usual sit, is quite warm and makes me feel comfortable.. I told him, lets switch places, to which he refused.. The only other place available was me directly being hit by 2 air cons, which makes it pretty cold for me! So as i tried to last the freezing temperature, i couldn’t handle it anymore. So i switched off the air con. Haha! u ppl suffer in the heat! however the following day, i got back my normal seat
• As i was traveling in the LRT to work today, i got a nice comfortable seat beside a guy who seems not to have a bed in his bedroom so he sleeps in the train. If you really wanna sleep, its fine with me. But if you gonna sleep and fall all over the place, don’t expect me to just leave it if your head lands on my shoulder. It got very annoying as he moved back and forth and sides. He made me uncomfortable and i couldn’t read my newspaper properly. It so happened that the train stopped at one of the station, the gal on my right got up.. ( he was sleeping on my left) as she got up, I elbowed the guy hard so that he wakes up and i quickly slide myself on the empty seat on my left. Woke up he did, but he thought it was the Malay gal’s who did it as she was standing and adjusting her baju kurung right in front of my seat, leaving an impression that she just got up.. HAHA he din not sleep back until his destination. It wasn’t me!!
• Then this gal,, I really really don’t like her.. the way she talk, walk and even breathe annoys my to the core.. Sometimes i wonder how she actually got hired in the firm with her lack of brains and ability to think. She doesn’t know when  some1 is shouting at her. She cant take proper instructions. She tends to just stare at your laptop screen for no apparent reason. There is something seriously wrong with her. And ya, she got a very negative aura. Nobody wants to work with her. It was my unfortunate luck that i had to work with her for a period of 2 months (torture). She somehow manage to get both my mobile numbers (1 i use for public line and another line was for private calls for my bf and family).  If she arrives like a bit early, she will start calling everyone, until they answer their call, asking where are they. and often she gets hell lot of scolding from me because the calls are unnecessary. So the final straw was when she picked up the phone and dialed me on my private line (which the day before, and yet again i told her not to dial the number). I was so pissed that i screamed at her. I was like ‘Don’t u know how to follow simple request or even instructions? i told you not to dial this number anymore rite? cant you understand english?’ to which she responded with giggles ‘hehe, i forgot..’ And i just told her, dial the right and then you talk to me and i hang up. Ya i sound mean. I had been nice to her. I tried. but she somehow just doesn’t get it. The ppl around me got a bit shocked to see me react like that and i had to explain to them and apparently, they have heard of this gal in office and have not seen her. It was their lucky day, that i had photoes in my office laptop which sadly, includes a picture of her. And now, they know who she is. Yes, i can be mean.

Thats about my week..

Then and now..

Then…

I remember clearly, when i was 8.. My parents, both working, would leave me home alone.. i could go to the shop that was about 150meters away alone, and come home and charge my parents service fee of 20cents for making me walk.. and i could go to the field that was behind my flats or the playground few blocks away alone or with a group of friends and play until the sounds of Azan.. We would cycle around the neighbourhood, play badminton and the best game ‘Rounders’ (I am not sure of the spelling, but its like the game of baseball but more fun!).. it was a time when limited people played computer games and playing outside was more healthy and fun.. In fact, I used to walk to school in the afternoon as from standard one to three was in the afternoon session, and standard four up to six was in the morning.. and sometimes, when i have spent all my pocket money for the day and don’t have cash to take the bus back home, i would walk home.. My school used to be in Section 4, while i lived in Section 2. I will take short cuts, through other blocks and alleys and reach home in 20mins.

 

Now…

My siblings don’t go to the shop which is just below my condo, without being escorted by an adult.. When my siblings go to play at the condo’s playground, they need to be escorted. Where ever they go, they gets escorted.. The place have become so unsafe. Who are we to trust?

We read and hear about gals being raped by their neighbours, by male friends and also by relatives. Regardless how old they could be.. She could be 7 or 70, it makes no difference to some of these beasts.

Take the story of Nurin, its a tragedy.. All the child did was go to a pasar malam in her housing area, she was in her comfort zone..At an area she was familiar with.. Who would ever expect this could happen to a child, of the age of 8?

A child with innocence in her smile,

a twinkle in her eye,

who lead a carefree life..

What did she ever do,

to deserve such death?

A child she was,

who couldn’t differentiate between good and evil,

between wrong or right,

whether the person was lying or sincere..

and thus, making her an easy prey for she is a child..

How sick has the world become,

to do such a torture to a child,

who have yet to see the world

and enjoy life’s greatest joys..

 

Life is very unfair.. The DNA results confirms the victim in the bag was none other than little Nurin Jazlin Jazimin.. They found cucumber and a brinjal in her private parts and she died a very painful death.. there were bruises all over her body, indicating that she was hit and brutally tortured before killing her.. How sick is this person?? What sort of shitty human is he/she who enjoys hearing the screams of a child in pain?? Why on earth did the individual do such a thing to another human being??

From the DNA, its determined that she is Nurin although her father feels otherwise.. Her parents have however insisted on a second DNA testing be made, and this time they are taking her elder sister’s samples as well just to be sure. It is hard for a parent to accept this cruel fate, I don’t blame them. Even i wouldn’t. Not my lovely little gal who was running around the house just a while ago.. No way.. Its very difficult to accept…

On the news earlier, her dad said, that he doesn’t believe that is his daughter. He said his daughter’s hair was so soft, fine and straight where else this gal had course, curly short hair.. He also said that Nurin had straight teeth but the deceased have a gap in her front teeth.. However, Nurin has a scar on her thigh, and the gal, who still we can’t confirm her identity, has a birth mark on her thigh.. Her dad also mentioned that the gal looks like a foreigner, more of a Burmese (Ppl from Myanmar) and she don’t have malay features..

Tragic.

However, this gal could be Nurin. Science never lies. And i doubt there has been an error in the lab. Her dad says she is not his, but science says otherwise.

- Teeth Gap. She is only 8, her bones are soft, and so are her gums. She had gone through so much of pain prior to her death, that she probably clenched her teeth so hard that her teeth moved. Science says, her teeth have yet to grow the roots, so they can be easily moved when there is trauma.

- Her Hair. The psychopathic asshole had probably cut her hair off and the courseness could be caused by burning as in from hair curlers or straighteners or something. That person is so sick.

- Her birth mark. Her dad did say she had a scar on her thigh, which the police could have mistaken it for being a birthmark. Since she was tortured, the scar could have disfigured or because of the swelling it could have misshapen. Thus, making it difficult to determine if the scar/birthmark is Nurin’s.

- Her non Malay looks. Her face was swollen, and dead bodies will change in colour too and also because of the bruising thus making it difficult to identify her nationality. But i wonder why she don’t have a BCG mark since we all get it when we are young and its compulsory for Malaysians……

- Nurin’s height matches the victim. Her dad says the victim is too thin, but what do you expect? The psycho din feed her, and Nurin is having high blood pressure and kidney problems and she requires medication and attention which was ignored by her kidnapper(s). She probably lost a lot of weight because of that..

+++++

When the bag which contained a child was found, it was determined that she had been dead for more than 6 hrs.. It means she was alive when all the search and rescue going on,, her kidnapper knew exactly what was going on.. He knew every individual was looking for her and yet instead of handing her over alive, he kills her and stuff her dead body in a sports bag and dumps it, like it was trash. He could have left her body anywhere, but he chose that particular place for a reason, and at a public place because he wants the body to be found.. He enjoys the attention so much. Sick bastard. And she was kidnapped in a van, meaning he had more than one accomplice.. one had to drive the van, while the other pulls/ forces her in.. Whoever it is, i beg you god, please let this creature be captured. Let him suffer a death that is so painful, n make sure he suffers, and be tortured so that this beast knows, that he can never get away with it..

 

Lets pray for the soul of Nurin Jazlin. Pray that she rest in peace. And may justice be served. God bless.

[Edit] Finally her dad has accepted her and she was buried after the Friday Prayers. What a tragedy it was. What the family is going thru, only they can understand and how they are taking it, we can only send condolences and prayers. It shook the entire nation. It shouldn’t have happened. What bugs me, there were several eyewitnesses that saw the poor child being forced into the van, but nobody, NOBODY did anything about it. Ppl just watched, and when news were out about it, then they realised who she was and reports it.. When you could have done something to prevent it, why didn’t you? Why do we choose the policy of ignoring and minding your own business? Something to learn here. Please people, even though its not your kid, but please help. It could happen to you. Know your neighbours too, It helps. Care for others, as you might just save some lives.

NURIN JAZLIN JAZIMIN – Rest in peace..

MC/Work/Exercise/Misc.

My wish did come true, i took MC yesterday.. Morning had migraine so i rested the whole day.. took a flu medicine at night before bed, but guess wat, instead of making me groggy, it kept awake and gave a sleepless nite.. damn!

+++++

Work : It had piled up coz of one day sick leave.. Suppose to hand in the file by today, my work was done but client had adjustments made at the very last minute so unable to do so..

Exercise: Well, i have been taking the train.. walking to the station to take the train and walking from the destination station to my clients place is the exercise i have been doing so far.. BUT today, i walked up twelve floors instead of taking the lift. I was carrying a freaking heavy bag and that was a fantastic work out.. i was being ambitious, by going up 18th floors.. but i think i will stop at 12th and build my stamina first.. but something tats bugging me,, recently i have read and seen on TV, that if you drastically lose the weight, your skin just hang loose coz your skin will forget how to tighten itself.. Only solution is plastic surgery.. i dowan to go under the knife!! hope i don’t gain more weight, or fat i should say.. its already bad enough,, Dear Skin, please don’t lose memory of how to stretch back to slim-ness ya!

Miscellaneous: Lunch was delicious. Dad bought for me nasi lemak for dinner (all the sweating went to waste) but dad was so sweet.. he asked if i wanted dinner, he was in Brickfields, at a veggie restaurant that served good veggie nasi lemak and he knows i like it.. however, my luck, they were out of it.. so dad bought 2 packets from a stall near home (really good nasi lemak sells here, cheap too, jus a buck and you get the basic.. nothing more..).. watched CSI:Miami and CSI which was fantastic..

Now time to Zzzz if i can,, (brain is super awake and hyper)…

On Name

I recall something my dad mentioned to me when i was 16, the age went your hormones are wild and you feel the whole world is against you. The age when you do things you end up regretting. My dad gave me a really good advice, which will last anyone a lifetime..

 

He told me, take a blank white piece of paper and write your name as beautifully as you can.

 

 

After writing beautifully, crumpled it.

 

And now,, open the paper. Straighten it out. Try to make it as it was before. And this is what you get..

The point my dad was trying to put to me was:

U write ur name so beautifully on a white piece of paper.. Shows innocence, cleanliness, you luv urself, you respect urself.. but then in life you do things that damages ur name, the name that represents your character.. You damage urself.. self destruction..

Then some point in life, after the action is done, you regret it.. then you try to straighten out your act. Try to make things right. You may succeed, but you might have hurt someone or urself.. They leave scars behind.. permanent ones.. and it haunts you. And it doesn’t make your name as beautiful as it was in the beginning, on the clean white sheet paper..

So think of your actions, how damaging it might be, and the impact of your actions to your present and your future.